I don't why

I tried to understand. I tried.
I tried to figure it out.
I tried to be patient. I tried.
I tried to change.

I thought about the consequences.
But I rush to the judgments made.

Why?

I really wanted to grow.
I wanted to find the end of alone, and create
a new definition of together.

Some how some way it became another way.
I chased. When that didn't work I ran.

Why?

I'm stronger than I appear.
More confident that my heart seems to lead.
I am the end result of this mess we made.
But, I am so much more.

Take a step back and see....... I am.