Monday, November 07, 2005

Is it possible

"The reason why someone looks behind the door is for the simple fact that they have been behind that same door."

Can I walk beside someone that understands me? Someone that knows me or at least tries to get to know me no matter what and forever not just for know?

Is it possible to ask someone the same question over and over again over the course of a relationship, and they answer that question over and over again because they understand that you have been hurt before?

Is it possible for the one that you want to want you back? I get nervous about this because when you meet someone your generally not their first choice. I wonder if while your with them they are thinking of someone else, or wishing you were someone else. That would suck.

Is it possible to get over your past lover? Yes it is! Is it possible for your new lover to believe that you have gotten over your past lover?

Is it possible to believe in your new lover 100%. It's hard to love someone without the fear of getting hurt again. I don't believe I've been in love before. I believe that I've been suckered into a relationship with more lies than a federal prison. I feel that if I had new the truth I would have never been put in the situation. I guess we all can say that though.

Is it possible to look at your new lover and believe that that person believes in you without out a doubt. Why does there have to be a fail safe? Why does there have to be a what if? How come it just can't be. Why do they have to dip there toes in the water to see if it's cold, how come they just can't dive in? Either way there going to go in. You might as well go in all the way.

Is it possible for a woman that is in her thirties to not be bitter about life or men? Is it possible for an older woman to love that man she is with for who he is and not for what he can be or what he once was? I wonder. I'm tired of bitter women. I'm tired of women bringing yesterday in to today. I mean true, men have done wrong, but so have women.

Is it possible for a man in his thirties to not be a player? Is it possible for an older man to love a woman for who she is and what she has done in her life good or bad?

I believe these things are possible. I believe that there is someone out there that wants what I want. Believes what I believe and will work to get it. It's a shame that other things effect how we live tomorrow. It's a shame how we let our past ruin our future with others.

Sometimes I wish I had a clean memory everytime I met a knew person. Sometimes I'm glad I've seen it all. That makes for a better stronger healthier relationship. I think so.

How deep can things go? How much can one take. Like I said at the beginning, if you werent behind the door before you wouldn't know to look behind the door in the first place.

I think it is possible, but it sure is hard to do alone. Actually almost impossible.

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Anything is possible you just have to have an open mind about the situation.

11:26 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

You look behind the door because u hope what's behind it is different. Every one isn't the same....a bitter woman wouldn't bother to even open it in fear they're all the same.

10:56 PM  

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