Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Experiences and stuff

Every once in a while I take breaks from my life. Sorta like how I take breaks from writing in my blog. I vacation to another place mentally. Vacationing amuses me so much. I wonder off to far out places. They take me away from my reality. I soke up all the dreams I have and explore them one by one. I oftern visit these places in hopes to find the answers that I search for. Sometimes these vacations take many days. Sometimes they take many minutes. Either way it's an escape from my life. Is it it bad to want to leave? Is it bad to wanna be something else or someone else?

I don't believe so. I believe in making the best out of ur mind. The places you can go with your mind are definitely far greater than you go in real life. Think of the best time that you've ever had and add some imagination to it. It trumps the best experience. Which leads me into my next question. Have you had one great experience?
Or have you had many great experiences. People often say that something was the best ever, but really what is and was best ever? I've had so many great experiences in my life that I can't say that one trumped all. Well, I take that back. The greatest experience that I've ever had was my independence. Being able to do whatever I want when I want. Not being tied down to something that I can't breakaway from. It feels good to wake up every morning and stretch for the ceiling and say "Today is all about me!". I love it! I love being able to break across country or break out in the middle of the night. It's amazing to be free. Who in there right mind would give up there independence? Well note that I said RIGHT mind.

When I escape to my secret places I shine with glee. I may crack a smile, but ain't a damn thing funny. I'm serious. I'm in a zone that I don't want to come out of.
I wonder if I can hold these moments forever. I wonder if I can shine with glee forever with out all of you haters trying to steal my shine.