Thursday, April 14, 2005

Erratic script

In the beginning everything was planned out perfect. Things seemed right. You knew exactly what you wanted. You smiled when you thought of the idea. When did things go wrong? The inception was beautiful. You saw a vision that by no means would fail. You pictured the completion and it was so. It happened, Life! Life through a curve ball and you weren't prepared to catch it. You planned right? What happened. Most things don't blind side us. We know when we fuck up. Sometimes we are blind sided by our own ignorance, but most of the time we ignore our own ignorance. Why is that? Oh yeah, Life! The moments in life will take you far past were you intended to go. It could take you to the mountain top, and knock you to the mountain bottom, all in one swoop. With our wits about us, we can land on our feet. We can over come all adversity if we just believe. Oh, this thing called life! Luckily for free thinking, and free will.

I remember the first time I jumped out there. It felt so good. It was like drinking water on a hot summers day. It was so amazing. Freedom along with serenity. Jumping out there was so great. I can't remember a better time. My pleasures mixed with the madness of being a young adult. Exhilarating! Endless possibilities mixed with youth. Wow! Ten years later, and it's still just as fun. Freedom, fantasy, life, and adversity.

Getting to know you would be great. Knowing your desires and your wants would be the best thing. You seem so interesting. Your words always make sense when you speak. With every word you leaving me dangling. Your definitely to good to be true. I want to get to know you. I want to know you better than anyone that has ever known you. I want to know you better than your mother, better than your best friend. Every since you looked at me love is not a want, love is now a need. We need to make this happen now, c'mon slim.

Exhilarating, exciting, and breathe taking. Right before you take the next step. That uncertain moment that you've been anticipating. Wow, go get it. Your mouth is watering and you know it's time. You can't even sleep, because it's coming and your so anxious. What are you going to do when the moment comes. Are you going to be ready? Jumping off the deep end isn't your style. What are you going to do?

We eat greasy fast food, but we don't eat pork.
We drink liquor but we don't eat pork.
We smoke black and milds, weed, and cigarettes, but we don't eat pork.
We don't exercise but we don't eat pork.

What the fuck is wrong with you?

Just random thoughts that could never come out clearly. I just couldn't follow through!!!!!!!!! Has this ever happened to you?

6 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

To have so many thoughts at one time is rather interesting. Are these memoirs?

9:56 AM  
Blogger PhD Research in Business said...

Pork, the other white meat!

10:21 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Are random thoughts quickly changing energy or the result of not thinking things out thoroughly?

11:49 AM  
Blogger PhD Research in Business said...

U tell me.

11:57 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I think it's the latter. Like your brain catches attention deficit disorder, almost as if to say "I don't feel like thinking about this any further". The opposite of being focused maybe. If the thought were that important, we wouldn't allow other thoughts to interfere. If we were less random, maybe we'd be more focused and successfull in each topic in it's given time. But I'm rambling.

1:46 PM  
Blogger PhD Research in Business said...

All these thoughts seem to spew out of my head at times. The funny thing is, I have plenty more. I have so many things to write, sometimes I just get confused, and write the first thing that falls out of my mind. Cheers for free speech!

2:08 PM  

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