Apology

I apologize for-

Butterflies
Loss of appetite
Loss of focus
Attention to you
Loss of sleep
Thinking things that are deep
Unwanted pressure
Focus on the wrong things
Not listening
Hearing what you want
Missing the big picture
Seeing things only your way and not our way
Words falling on death ears
Finger pointing
Missing you
Saying I love you
Having great sex
Kissing you softly
Seeing the future with you in it. Without your permission
Seeing the big picture, but you weren't willing to help draw it
Not focusing on your goals
Making things over my way, and not our way
Total mind slipping
Arguments about nothing
Conversations about nothing
Selfishly wanting you stay, when you had to go
Selfishly wanting you to go, when you wanted to stay
For stepping in at the wrong time
For trying to make right, what will probably always seem wrong until you want it to be right
For not letting go
For not letting what was inside show
For you not being able to focus on you because you were to focused on me
Taking your fence down, without knowing why the fence was put up

I'm sorry....................